sick jor .. cry cry

ytd de ytd midnight cough non-stop..
den ytd jiu sick jor..
sad T.T

susah lo..
gt diok rain tim..
haix..
cry whole day at Sri Petaling street lol..

erm..
ytd go KLCC c c ..
hehex..
i nvr go b4..
bt go le oso walk a while nia..
coz my parent go talk abt saham de..

night jiu bo go gym le..
me nt iron ><
haha..
sakit demam til very very hot o..
i think normal ppl wil terbakar XP

erm erm..
den 2day jiu alone at home lo..
stil feeling a bit susah..
bt me believe me can de..
jia you 2 myself =D

shopping shopping n shopping..

argh..
ytd can't sign in coz i 4gt da blog password..
2day reset again..
sad sad..

ytd go IOI shopping mall..
hehex..
bought a RM80++ bag n some clothes ><
night go gym ..

2day go register 4 my study..
1st day saw my skul =)
hope everything's wil b ok ..

den go Empire shopping..
bought a RM 50 ++ shoes..
den go Carrefour 4 my furnitures..
den den go Subang Parade eat ><

night go gym again XP
my legs r getting ok n ok..

=D

start 2 move on life in KL

haix..
duno whether can catch up KL style bo..
my legs really beh tahan o..

ytd my sis welcomed me by giving my belated bday present..
although it's nt super awesome ..
bt know she worked hard for it..
a bit bit touching la..
bt i wont tel her dat XP

argh..
2day X'mas..
i celebrated i by punching my earhole in One Utama ( + shopping bit )..
argh..
da feeling really sucks..
haha..
i was cathching my sis 's hand when punching lik i'm used to..
hehex..
macam bo pain le ><
me so bad..
stil cant indepenent..
haix.

my legs really jiat lat..
so night go gym train legs..
muscle pain really da best among all pains XD
2day juz 1st day ..
so slow slow1st..
i wil keep in up by jogging, swimming n try go gym consistently ba..
jia you 2 myself =D


A great special n weird 2 celebrate X'mas..
bt i'm well sastified !
yeah =)

心疼你的心疼..

总是在夜深人静想一个人
你留给我的回忆 映着月光更深刻
如果说后悔可以杀一个人
我已经为你死掉 多少次了呢

你的泪痕 你默默忍耐过的寒冷
我现在才懂得

心疼你的心疼 想紧紧把你抱着
去弥补从前所有不完整
让我让你快乐 为你的微笑负责
承诺过的未来还在等
等我们的爱重生


时间是一道不能反转的门
那时的年少轻狂 如今想来多残忍
只不过这个世上没有一本
能够教我们如何 相爱的手册

你的泪痕 你默默忍耐过的寒冷
我现在才懂得

心疼你的心疼 想紧紧把你抱着
去弥补从前所有不完整
让我让你快乐 为你的微笑负责
承诺过的未来还在等
等我们的爱重生
再也不会让你受伤了
我已完全明白爱能教人多心疼
这次换我等 换我为你牺牲
让我守护着你 跟我一起走过时间的河

心疼你的心疼 想紧紧把你抱着
去弥补从前所有不完整
让我让你快乐 为你的微笑负责
承诺过的未来还在等
等我们的爱重生

Beautiful Monster

In all my life, and the here after,
I’ve never seen someone like you

You’re a knife
Sharp and deadly
And it’s me that you cut into

But I don’t mind, in fact I like it,
Though i’m terrified,
I’m turned on but scared of you

She’s a manster,
beautiful monster,
beautiful monster,
but I don’t mind

And I need her,
Said I need her,
beautiful monster,
but I don’t mind

No, I don’t mind

Said I don’t mind
I don’t I don’t mind

No, I don’t mind

In her eyes is love and fire
And my heart, she’s burnin through



But I don’t mind, in fact I like it,
Though i’m terrified,
I’m turned on but scared of you

She’s a manster,
beautiful monster,
beautiful monster,
but I don’t mind

I don’t mind

And I need her,
Said I need her,
beautiful monster,
but I don’t mind

I don’t mind,
I don’t I don’t mind,
No, I don’t mind

Playin with my heart
and she’s playin with my mind

And I don’t mind I don’t
I don’t mind,
No I don’t I don’t mind,
No I don’t mind,
I don’t I don’t mind

She’s a manster,
beautiful monster,
beautiful monster,
but I don’t mind

And I need her,
Said I need her,
beautiful monster,
but I don’t mind
No I don’t mind

Said I don’t mind
I don’t I don’t mind
No I don’t I don’t mind,
No I don’t mind,
I don’t I don’t mind

No, I don’t mind

Angels cry

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry


I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift

In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry


C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

Miss Independent

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

Ooh it?s somethin' about
Just somethin' about the way she move
I can't figure it out
There's somethin' about her

Said ooh it's somethin' about
Kinda woman that want you but don't need you
Hey, I can't figure it out
There?s somethin' about her

'Cause she walk like a boss
Talk like a boss
Manicured nails to set the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly

And she move like a boss
Do what a boss do
She got me thinkin' about gettin' involved
That's the kinda girl I need, oh

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss Independent
Won't you come and spend a little time?

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss Independent
Ooh the way we shine
Miss Independent yeah

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah, oh

Ooh there's somethin' about
Kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
There's somethin' about her

There?s somethin' oh so sexy about
Kinda woman that don't even need my help
She said she got it, she got it, no doubt
There's something about her

'Cause she work like a boss, play like a boss
Car and a crib, she 'bout to pay 'em both off
And her bills are paid on time

She made for a boss, only a boss
Anythin' less she tellin' them to get lost
That's the girl that's on my mind

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss Independent
Won't you come and spend a little time?

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss Independent
Ooh the way we shine
Miss Independent yeah

Mmm, her favorite thing to say
?Don't worry I got it?
Mmm, and everything she got
Best believe she bought it

Mmm, she gon' steal my heart
Ain't no doubt about it
Girl, you're everything I need
Said you're everything I need

Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah, oh!

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss Independent
Won't you come and spend a little time?

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss Independent
Ooh, the way we shine
Miss Independent yeah

Miss Independent
That's why I love her

加油

最近有一个人出现，她告诉我我缺少勇气。虽然我现在还是很没用，可是我已经决定会慢慢慢慢提出勇气，不要让人觉得我总是被人欺负的样子，我的烂好心也应该暂时的收起来。在小摩天伦的最高处我顿然觉得自己还不可以死掉。放心吧，我会更勇敢，我的车也是我自己驾，哈哈。

太阳公公，请不要这样早下山，好吗？

谁来诠释寂寞

因为我会怕黑
因为我无法入睡
因为我心中疲惫
因为我厌倦遇到无数次的风吹
　

因为我真的怕黑
别让我意冷心灰
别让我隐藏眼泪
别让这一切变成不对……

世上还有另一个我，可是她不是我。

我害怕。。我希望。。

我害怕。。

我害怕每天都是一个人度过。
虽然已经非常习惯了。

我害怕每天对着冷板板的四面墙。

我害怕我对异性多说几句话而已人家就说我HIAO PO。
我害怕我对同性多说几句话而已人家就说我鸡婆和很吵。
我是个很爱说话的女生，却因为这样常常压抑自己。

我害怕每天的天黑比早上来得长。

我害怕你会很讨厌我。
我从来没有讨厌任何人，
因为我把每个人的优缺点都看得一清二楚。





我希望。。

我希望这个世界会更和平。

我希望每个人会快乐一些。
也许没了我大家会更快乐。

我希望你不会讨厌我。
讨厌一个人很累，
我不希望你浪费无畏的力气在我身上。

我希望白天和夜晚一样长。

希望我的希望可以达成。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我会被坏人捉走

算命师说我晚上会被坏人捉走
其实这也不是没有道理的事
谁叫我常常晚上一个人在bus stop
虽然一直自我安慰说自己会打架没关系
可是我这个风吹都会倒的女生还是没有办法

如果我身边有个他保护着我
那该有多好啊
不过我知道这是不可能的
只好拼命对自己说加油
加油、加油、加油！

我是谁我是谁我是谁

我是谁 你是否常常这样问自己
我是谁 总是活在别人的期望里
我是谁 是谁又擅自帮你定义了
你是谁 只有不是自己才安全
为什麽 你以为这个世界很美丽
为什麽 你爱这个世界胜过爱自己
为什麽 这个世界不给你平等待遇
为什麽 到底做错了什麽
朋友都说你太 太 太奇怪
在背后把你当成笑 笑 笑话看
每一个动作都被瞎猜
他们说你是个不能容忍的存在
你想要的很 很 很简单
不过就是最普通的 的 的平凡
诚实做自己有时候很难
但是请你勇敢的试一次看看
无论他们又说什麽 闲言闲语无法伤害我
世界上只有一个我 没人能代替的我
无论他们又做什麽 小动作无法打败我
我知道自己是最美丽的
The most beautiful
会不会 上帝把你的灵魂放错了身体
会不会 是故意整你不是不小心
会不会 你常常都觉得力不从心
会不会 坚持要做自己太危险
凭什麽 难道比较特别就是不对
凭什麽 先下了注解在认识之前
凭什麽 只不过想认真的活一遍
凭什麽 随便就把人定罪
我是谁 这个问题困扰你多少天多少夜
我是谁 谁有资格决定你怎样才是对
我是谁 我是谁我是谁
我就是我你就是你
认真做自己的人最美丽