solophobia :(

solophobia

x emo

x sad

Dear Bloggie

Dear Bloggie ,

I have nothing to be updated since 16.5.11 . Well, it is because my life was so so simple and i think there is no need for me to really work hard for something.

At this moment, my phone is switched off. (*Laugh) It's out of battery for about two days. This situation never happen before during my secondary school. During that time, i would have charged it into full every two hours or when necessary. As very few people contact me through phone nowadays, I don't care about my phone at all. For average, I used my phone 2 ask my classmates the time and venue of the day's classes. Other than that, it's only a device i used to contact my mum or my sis to pick me up from school.

Okay, let's talk more about my recent boring life. If i'm not mistaken, the day before 16.5.11 , that is 15.5.11 . I received JPA 's offer to study pre-u course -AUSMAT for eighteen months and degree course in Australia for three years. Since then , I have been searching for some details about AUSMAT. It's pretty obvious that I am  able to get top universities in Australia if i work hard during my AUSMAT. It's a damn motivation for me. Finally i set up my goal to work hard to get into Melbourne or Sydney.. Sounds nice right ? Starting from July , i will be moving in hostel to experience the '' illustrious '' life. JPA actually arranged for JPA scholars to stay in Casa Subang but it's very near to my house. I would rather add-on rm200 per month to stay in sun-u residence and a parking lot there ( hope so ). I will lose all my temper to face all those traffic jams and slow moving lifts in Casa Subang . As a conclusion , Sunway Pyramid will be my second home for these two years. (GREAT =S)

( An ambulance passed by.) An hour ago, my mum  received a call from my cousin saying that my sis ' k-mum fell down . They called the ambulance because nobody was dare to bear the risk to fetch her to hospital. They suck but it's actually understandable. My mum was nervous and tried to find anyway to help her. But we couldn't do anything as we are currently in KL. This brings me to a month ago, k-mum 's feet was being run over by a car. Luckily she only hurt her toes. The doctor joint back her toes. She was being tough and didn't cry at all. She was not so tough usually. I guess life challenges has brought her to be tough. On the other hand,  my k-mum ( the other person) had an undefinable tumour on her body. She keep on rejecting to see a doctor or to seek for any medical advice. I know that she is scared. I hope that she can be brave and try her best to face her tumour. ( fight against it please)

outing wit tying ♥

tee-hee¬ :)


saturday v went 2 midvalley by ktm :D


very fun !! =D


many many yrs din go outing wit tying le hehex






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in midvalley....




v went to eat peri-peri ..




hahahah


i was born 2 eat spicy things.. bt nt tying :P

hehex.. bird nest hair :P

dumb. bored .

since da past few months

i very tao hin when c fb

when c diok my frenz (some i duno de lol) de profile pics...

it's nt wrong if they edit their pics

bt some really edit til very geli

nearly bcom my nightmares

a few i saw their real ppl b4

clumsy , fat (sry) n nt pretty at all

bt suddenly transform into monsterly gorgeous creature

it's freaking me out

haha..

really very geli

so now i take de pics all very cincai

happy when hear diok ppl say me looks better than pics ( beh paise)

oso shocked when ppl say they lik my appearance

n my sweet voice LOL (according to them)

doubted dat me wen rou anot >.<

hahaha..

bt at least enhanced my confidence

nt lik dulu so 自卑 le

yup..

decided nt 2 let 衣服穿我

mum said dat if i wan 2 wear something

i muz hav confident enough

of else u dun deserve 2 wear it at all

hehex

bt oso need 2 padan nicely

sad dat my style cant run out of cute type =(

nvm la

show dat i stil young

when getting older juz change 2 mature style ba :)    :D

mix mix

let's c who 's in my life now....


W.Y : yinn yinn


K.L : dear dear


W.C : babe


Q.C : darling


X.C : honey / dear


K.E : sweetheart


Y.Y : husband




so less ppl nia >=<


haha ok la¬


luv u all muchx <3






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actuali my life now quite fun oso..


3 ppl..


me bit like those dramas de 三姑六婆..


hehex..


dat surrounds prince n princess in da story..


it's fun n interesting


bt sometimes sad too =(


bt i luv  2 c happy endings ya!!~


gud luck :)

Mother 's Day

Mother's Day is coming soon!!!


wonder wat m i going 2 giv my mum as present...


erm.. hard  2 decide lehx..


no matter how glamorous


those use money de nt special enough ><


my mum said b4 she wish 2 hear i sing lol


coz i nvr sing2 her


bt owaz go out sing k =P


so i searched on top songs for mum..


n decided  “Mama” by Il Divo


would + should be da best song 2 sing 2 my mum..


ok tis idea sucks


n i duno how it works actuali..


paiseh 2 ask my sis 2 duet wit me.. *blush blush*


so 2mr go 2 shop c gt wat suitable thing for my lovely mum anot ¬ :)








last month i did a survey on a person that influence / interact wit u da most lately..


haha..


no need think oso my mum..


my life 's quite empty LOL


nt family jiu shi frenz hehex


i was shocked that all positive responses


if i argue wit my mum oso bout once or twice a month only..


=)


i dun hav any dream or wish..


juz hope 2 protect my family as hard as i can =D

 



sometimes...


my mum wil tel my sis bout my bad words..


n vice versa when in front of me..


ya my heart feels pain when she told me her difficulties


i hope 2 help her bt i duno da way


sometimes i will purposely make my mum angry or sad


bt only da mild one


i'm still a teenager


so it will be abnormal if i behave too mature :P