Food Poisoning AGAIN ¬!!!!!!

Okay.  straight-forward. i bear it in mind :)

12.9.11 mid-autumn festival i had food poisoning and was warded in Sunway Medical Centre for one and a half day precisely.

Not to say the painful parts, it was awesome because i met a lot of people and bumped into many departments. > <

I vomitted and diarrhoead bout 20++ times on sunday midnight. The decision to call my mum was right as the situation turned worse. 

 I dreamt of grandma as always. I miss her and I know she feel the same way for me too. If she was in KL , I would not need to afraid that much. She always knows what to do and what medicine to take. She phoned me several times and wished me happy birthday on my lunar birthday. Well, it's a quite nice experience to celebrate my lunar birthday in hospital tough.

During my first night stay, I cried myself to sleep. I felt lonely. I felt dying and surprisingly, I let myself to die. I mean, I don't have any regrets or worries. I could and can die. Everyone can move on without me and vice versa.

Somehow, i figured out something that have been bothering me since last week. People stress themselves out for their studies, for their financial problem etc. But for me, the only thing that stresses me out is how to be a perfect daughter for my mum. I wonder why she sees nothing good in me and she is never satisfied.

I want to tell her so badly to live her own life , tell her not to tension every moment and be happy out of her true heart. I want to heal her broken heart. Someone please tell me the ways. I beg you. 

我的男朋友

hehex :) please don't get misunderstood by the title >.<    I am stil single Joey :D

However, this is the subject everyone is talking about.

Seriously, I WANT a boy friend. But at the same time, I DON'T WANT a boy friend. LOL 

I WANT a perfect boy friend.

I want him to stay beside me every second.

  - But I don't want him to limit my freedom. I want my own space.

I want him to be more intelligent than me.

  - But I don't want him to study much. I want him to be that kind of guy that stay away from books and    classroom.

I want him to be rich and owns at least one car.

  - But I don't want him to act like a wealthy kid. 

I want him not to buy cheap and AP stuff.

  - But I don't want him to know about more brands than I do. So that I will not seem to be less    fashionable.

I want him to be handsome and cute.

  - But I don't want him to be damn attractive. Because my parents don't like attractive dudes.

I want him to be tough and able to protect me. My mum's only requirement for my boy friend is knowing how to fight well.

  - But my grandmother loves my boy friend to be that nerdy type and looks weak plus unprotective.

I want him to be good in sports and outdoor activities.

  - But I want him to spare out plenty of time for us .

I want him to stay far away from my place. So he will be able to fetch me go many places to play.

  - But I want him to stay near me whenever i needed him.

WAKE UP JOEY !!!!!!!!!!!!

There is no such guy in this world.

Even he does exist, he will not fall for you this girl.

Okay, so my friend and I decided that I should have a temporary boyfriend for one year. Then, after that 

only find a long term boyfriend.

Nice idea right?

15 % probability this plan will not work and it sucks in either way :S

However, this is a damn weird world.

People get into a relationship in a damn high speed and rate. 

*p/s : this is my type of guy :P*

--->      

Hello :D

I have not been blogging for about few weeks already. hehex. :)

Actually there have been plenty of ideas flew over my mind for such a long time :P

On the other words, I should have blogged on my experience with my Korean friends as well as with my housemates. The script is always in my head but i'm just being too lazy to spit those words out. Call me lazy Joey if you want to ~ =P

So and so, I shall summarise all the things here ~

I spent one month time studying Thinking Skills and Cultures & Ideas together with a group of Korea people. Initially, I kind of reject or precisely refuse to get along with them. Seriously, I hate troubles and I confessed that I did not know a single thing about Malaysia's cultures and so on. Anyway, that was my thoughts before I met them.
On the first day, I sat with a Korean guy which I claimed is the best looking Korean guy in the class. :D
He appears to be a sunny boy but sadly he is a smoker. So i dislike to get near with him. >,<
After class, I saw SunHwa in the library. She seemed hopeless as she lost her computer dictionary. During that time, a computer dictionary which translates English to Korean is a completely essential item for them. This explains how sad she was. Thus, i decided to help her when people surrounds her have no idea what she is looking for or what she is up to. I am the only one who understands her and able to translates everything well. I helped her to look around and launched a report at the security centre. I am glad that at last she found her dictionary in her hostel.

During their staying, i had lunch with them frequently. We do exchange our thinkings, cultures and language. SunHwa became my best friend and so we help each other a lot. :D Jessica is a funny character and everyone likes to get along with her. She is a crazy person too. Ji Eun likes me LOL ( perasan me ! ) She presentend the topic ''A friend'' in her english class by using me as the example.
By mixing with them , i eventually changed to someone who likes K-POP >.< which i hated the most.
I started to try to know more about Korean artist and decided Jang Geun-suk as my favourite male artist. ( because he is hot and handsome) a hunk ! :P

When days with them came to the end, I really felt sad and bit depressed LOL :(  I am sure that they will miss us a lot and we will do the same treat too . On the last day, I missed the wayang kulit show by accompanying DoYeong to the sick bay. Pencil lead stabbed inside her finger could not come out and caused her to shout like delivering. LOL LOL No matter how things turned after this, she is fine and we became good friend. haha..

Some great conversations between me and classmates or whoever i met recently  :) :)    :

J --> Y
'' 我不要回去，我要唱歌！''

LP --> J
'' they are like sixty/seventy years old grandmas . But to me, you're like a BABY :D ''

Yo --> J
'' 我要阻止你做傻事，不准你去找他 。''

P --> J ( sign language )
'' 我知道你的最爱的名字了。''

WL --> HJM
''我看到MY会问Joey在那里，看到Joey会问MY在哪里，因为我把你们当作一家人。''

J --> MY
''咖啡式的爱情 ♥ 就像放屁时 那样回味无穷.''



* J = Joey
  Y = Yunru
  LP = Loo Lian Pang
  Yo = Yori
  P = Priscilla
  WL = Wen Liang
  HJM = Hou Ji Mui
  MY = Min Yi

对不起 我不会把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上

朋友问我 ：‘为什么你酱丑的， 我不能顶咯."

‘ 不好意思， 我就是酱丑的，没办法。’


LOL 难道我连丑的自由都没有吗 T。T



每天看着你这样虚假，  真像 drama queen , 我也没话说

算了， 一切都迁就你吧 。。


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Wanna change my life / lifestyle >.<

other ppl have 24 hrs per day..

bt i'm living for less than 2 hrs everyday.

RY. you suck =[


maybe it's time for me to really grow up..

it's time for me to fix my brain and all my memories..

hope i can truly do it well.


Add Oil !  :)